south of france

so the stock market is crashing and i think its time to create a bunker. i need one with a garden for food and a camera and computer for making films. i always think of the south of france. it is surprisingly cheap in areas, and i think life would be nice there. i have to learn french asap and get a place asap, because it all might come sooner than i think.

I am a jew!

when you are paid to blog at work it makes blogging not as much fun.
this is a post to say i feel completely lost without my therapist. its like my therapist is my old cigarettes and i start to fall apart nicfitting all over the place. So here i am an artist trying to live and work in new york, fighting with myself, my parents, looking for a tiny apartment, COMPLAINING and needing my therapist to survive. such a typical jewyorker.